Appraisal 2.0

You always did a great work

And your performance was good

Though I have limit whatever I could
But I am happy that here your goal be met

You have completed all your goals

And one day you will play a bigger role

Professionally you have been very strong

And I cant  find you anywhere going wrong

You have been star performer

For every problem you were after

You completed all project

And handled things well

Though I didn't like certain aspects

You were always been busy only working 

And you also lack in social networking

Company motto is collaboration

This is my area of concern and tension

My feedback for you is to take some action

You always look serious and don't ever smile

I also have problem with your look & hairstyle

My advise for you to continue doing good work 

Don't worry about hike in salary and perk

Your are walking on a right track

And I have given you a good feedback

Here your career will shine and nurture

Definitely that will help you to grow further

Company have not perform well this year

Economy future is also not very clear
We lack revenue from this project
Which going to have an affect
With you only I am sharing a secret

That I have been given limited budget

We have got limited promotion and salary hike
I know this is not what you are going to like
That what u deserve have been denied 

But there are chances of a employee cut 

You are not among those whom this policy apply...

(C) Rakesh Kumar July 2013

Fighting With My Own Demon

When I knew answer
But my words were absent
My mouth could not open
And was paralyzed without my action
Then I was fighting with my own demon....

Lost my self in despair and anger
When I could not go any further
Turned myself into useless ashes
My life was full of excuses
Unable to know where to begun
I was fighting with my own demon

When I was hopelessly crying
I thought my end was near and certain
Everywhere tears were rolling down
I appeared only as a clown
Then I was fighting my own demon

When I was scared and terrified
Afraid of my learning to apply

I failed whatever way I tried

People thought I was weaken
But my spirit was not shaken
Then I was fighting with my own demon

When I wandered lonely
In a strange new city

I had company of only a shining sun

Questioning about my fate chosen
Then I was fighting with my own demon

Those night when I could not sleep
Thinking about promises I could not keep

Trying to loosening then chain I was imprisoned

Then I was fighting with my own demon

When my ears were unable to listen

Surrounded with confused wisdom
I could not be what I could become
Then I was fighting with my own demon

When my heart was divided

I escaped to fight and run

No where I felt needed
like an abandoned son

Then I was fighting with my own demon

Many beautiful occasion I blew
When I shouted on you
words were not mine whom I spoken
Then I was fighting with my own demon

Since then till today
Dent I repay
Only I have to pray
While still I am fighting my own demon

(C) Rakesh Kumar July 2013