A Saturday....

I got up this Saturday morning to go gym, only to find some one has scratch my car body with some sharp metallic object.. on bonut and driver door . His act of hate will cost me 7-8 thousand bucks and the person who had done it, what had he got.. i don't know.. may be satisfaction of destroying something. one more layer of hate in his life to destroy something bigger.

Yesterday i was watching this movie The Mist and where one dialog i came across.
"Why do you think We have invented politics and religion" Why?????

Is there any answer why we have invented these things and why do wee need them.. try putting few people in a room and see what happens to them...

Your are completely filled with it.
But you will never call it quit...

Hate against life and hate against humanity
you have created stories to make yourself agree..

Hate against parent and hate against teacher
You are no different from a mean creature..

Hate against your job and hate against your boss
Don't you see your life in a complete chaos

Hate against god and hate against death
You are surviving on a poisonness breath

Hate against me and hate against my car
you are just slave sold in this bazaar

When will you realize you are in gutter
Keep on living false life of an actor

You have battered your heart but not feel pain
Life goes on and you don't know how to refrain

copyrights Rakesh Kumar oct 2009

Beggar at Roadside

Waiting in the car at a signal to turn green

I turned head at a knock on my window screen

A beggar was knocking at window standing roadside

I pretended to search few coins in car inside

Casually I tried to look at beggar face

Glimpse on his face revealed a surprising case

His face was covered with million lines

Seems as his destiny is lost and resigned

I could sense there ages old beauty

He was looking only few coin as courtesy

His eyes had mysterious touch of blue

How he has lived his life without any clue

His body was shivering and legs trembling

Like he was passing a million years aging

Not sure if he would see next day

Or soon death will snatch his life away

My mind was racing for some understanding

How as human we lost grip on such things

Did he ever cared what he want

Or only he knew what he had got

Youth seems meaningless to him

Deprived of everything, was it his sin

I was sitting comfortably under car roof

He has spent life on a coin, just as proof

© Rakesh kumar, Oct 2009

So Far...

Is there something lost
The crazy will has nothing got

Something has happened
Why I am feeling as abandoned

Its very hard to describe
When you have cried

Why should I not I think
When my eyes never blinks

What future has stored for me
When this place is not for me to be

Should I walk to the voyage unknown
Holding this fear I have grown.

My Past was holding me till now..
I was chained like a pet cow

Milked at every place and occasion
This was only my destination

© Rakesh Kumar

Candle of Hope

Burning candle of hope…
Fighting to survive
like a new born baby in mother hand…
Keeps on crying..
Waves of wind comes as death to kill
But it survives on its own wills
Will it give in the night light
Keep on living with this fight
Everyone is thinking making it victim of hope
But it Walks alone on the path of light..

For a lunch

I thought of giving my friend abhishek ride on my car and having lunch with him together.. So picked him and it was around 3pm I thought of having lunch at jalsa 15 km from abhishek place we went there and only to be disappointed agt t was closed because of 2nd October and there is nothing to eat…

We moved back though having at Punjabi tadka near innovative multiplex.. We went upstairs only to fin people had left early because of holiday.. In front of this there rooomali restaurant with a view we went there only to fond that buffet is closed and there was nothing to eat… we went downstairs to kabab and find to be locked while coming back we tried to have Punjabi restaurant near bellandur on service road only to find it closed finally we decided to come back to bhartiam close to my place and had satisfied our hunger by poori sabji, paw bhaji and chole bahture……

The Landmark Forum

I attended Landmark forum basic course and it was a eye opening experience. The kind of transformation breakthrough I had was amazing and my whole life in front of me like a picture.. It was really amazing stuff that happened to me and I thank my friend Abhishek for it.
The Landmark is different and more effective than any other course/ training I ever attended. I was able to see most amazing life experience and conversation happening before my eyes . I have already enrolled for advanced course and looking forward to attend it in this December this will also bring to end of year transformation that I declared in the beginning of the year.