Burn out before it fade away...

I want to keep this burning
Before it fades away
I don't know why
Its not that I didn't question myself

But then I realized...

I am too addicted to come out of it
I am afraid that if it dies out
I wouldn't be the same

Even though I know that...

There is nothing for me there
The joy of burning
May be I want to live in this dream
And one day it will be broken
My entity will be shaken

But..

I am addicted to this poison
I want to burn with it
Its better to burn out than fade away...