Sunday, December 18, 2005

Ineffable

Since last few minutes i am thinking of writing something but i am unable to do so, Isn,t a better to put what u r thinking. But question remains why i am unable to do so. it may be either i have too many things in my minds or nothing at all. What to remember and what to forget what to put and what to delete not so easy. Its hard to forget something and hard to remember something. u will realize if u go through those moments. Really its takes seconds to change things from heaven to hell, good to bad, happy to sorrow and u see like a spectator. yes, we r a spectator in this world of stage even though we believe that we r actors sometimes, but script has been written by someone else so what's big deal about it. Are we really a victim of the situations around us or its just a thinking that makes it so. Remember in this life the proverb "As you think so as you are". is it really true. then our surrounding r our state of mind. i don't know how these things matter. it might be that our actions r originated from our belief and thinking.
But why some times u say yes to things u want to say no and vice verse. are we really weak at those moments or we don't have control on those moments. or we manipulating ourselves too much now days.
Don't put arms around something which u can not hold in your heart.