Ineffable

Since last few minutes i am thinking of writing something but i am unable to do so, Isn,t a better to put what u r thinking. But question remains why i am unable to do so. it may be either i have too many things in my minds or nothing at all. What to remember and what to forget what to put and what to delete not so easy. Its hard to forget something and hard to remember something. u will realize if u go through those moments. Really its takes seconds to change things from heaven to hell, good to bad, happy to sorrow and u see like a spectator. yes, we r a spectator in this world of stage even though we believe that we r actors sometimes, but script has been written by someone else so what's big deal about it. Are we really a victim of the situations around us or its just a thinking that makes it so. Remember in this life the proverb "As you think so as you are". is it really true. then our surrounding r our state of mind. i don't know how these things matter. it might be that our actions r originated from our belief and thinking.
But why some times u say yes to things u want to say no and vice verse. are we really weak at those moments or we don't have control on those moments. or we manipulating ourselves too much now days.
Don't put arms around something which u can not hold in your heart.

Society

Society exists at the cost of the individual. It has existed that way up until now. The individual is not allowed total freedom to express himself. Through this suppression, society creates an image by which you can be exploited. For example, if individuals become totally expressive, there will not be any war in the world. It is impossible. But if you suppress the individual, then the suppressed energy is there and it can be used for violence. The whole of politics, and the whole history of man, depends on war. The whole society has been based on war, but war is possible only if the individual is not allowed to express himself. This suppressed energy has been used for many reasons, for many causes, for many purposes: for war, for politics, for exploitation. I am against all suppression. I am for natural growth. I am not against discipline; I am against suppression. Discipline is a creative thing. It is never against something; it is always for something. For example, Expression means that you must become more than natural. If you cannot become more than natural, then it is better to be natural than to be perverted. The whole culture that has existed all over the world is a perverted culture.

Credence

Since starting of my childhood i am observing pattern of event that has occurred in my life so for. These r the event that have made me and my life. These r things occurring again and again. Before discussing whether they have good or bad impact and what r these. Lets see these pattern and see the eventual outcome that i have gained from them. i am analysing them to think r they originating from my internal belief. and guess that these r from my internal belief. then why i am deny to accept then. Remember that ur actions r originated from ur belief. so if u want to change ur action change ur belief. (but many people r trying the opposite of it and they r not getting the result what they r expecting. for a short period of time they r succeeded in interrupting those actions but in long run they fails. as they still have the same belief) Bcoz in this life as u thinks so as u are. this statement is always true. slowly and slowly i have started to realise that it may be that some time i do not believe in what i say, but i am sure only i do things in what i believe. ok i was abt to discuss some pattern that i have identified in my life so for.
Suppose i have some objective to achieve and then many people will follow different approach to achieve them. but what i Will do is that i will start working towards that. i will do all possible things do that. my be i get a smell of victory and defeat kind of things. so i don't want to lose so i will do what ever i want to do to achieve those things, well with possible values and ethics.
Now while reaching near goal most of the time i find it not interesting enough. or my goal changes in between. why why ??? it happens once i was playing hockey. it happens with my relationship with any one or with my other goals . the possible reason i find out is that as people says that its not important how u do things but why u do. but why things start cribing when i reach at final stages. is it not that i had wasted so many sacrifices i did during that journey. Is it that for me journey is more important then destination and i am afraid that once i reach there i will not have any thing there. or the things i bargained during journey is telling me that goal is worth less. Or do i have the habit of putting the arm around some things whom i can not hold in in heart and eventually my internal belief stop me from doing that. is it true?? Why i was not been able to say no to that journey i took at first place. In life i know its true that some time u say know to ans of question when u want to say yes or vice versa. but the price u pay for that..no body knows. Is it not that experience u learn during that journey changes ur believe that goal itself don't have any importance at the end. why do u take journey if goal it self is not important.

Few days back i went through few books "Many life Many Masters" and "Messages form Masters" . i don't know what diff is it going to make if know something abt past life. Ur belief still remains the same. but awareness still helps u in changing u beliefs.

Capitulate

The means of this word is to surrender. frankly speaking why i chosen it as title i don't know. Surrender to what to the situations that has been stronger than u or i have been really a victim of the things. or should fight with the feeling of revenge. is surrendering is not good. is not good to accept the things gracefully what life is offering u.

Few days back a book by Paulo coelho Zahir. it was as story of a person. who has lost his wife and his struggle with him self to find and forget. both are very difficult....

Adduce

Going through a novel by paulo coelho last night "vernica decides to die' it was a story about a girl who decide to kill herself as she finds this word not interesting enough to live. well i have not gone through it completely but seems to is it important to be interested in what u r doing. so whole aim of life to gain pleasure. then there is tears in my eyes right now for some one with whom u want to live happily or these tears are reflection of happiness. Its result of gap between intention and action or something else. why do u have something for someone and not for others.
will u ever to come out of it in this life. its has to go like a baggage. Well time does not seems to be enough for these answers.

Dil ke choto ney kabhi chain sey rahney na diya, jab chali shard hawa mainey tujhey yaad kiya.
ishka rona nahi kyon tumney kiya dil barbaad kiya ishka gam hai ki bahut der main barbaad kiya.

Hum ko kiskey ghum ney mara ye kahaani phir sahi. kis ney toda dil hamara ye kahani phir sahi.
Dil ke lutney ka sabab pucho na sabkey samney. naam ayega tumhara ye kahani phir sahi

Variorum

Always remember, whatsoever I say to you, you can take it in two ways. You can simply take it on my authority, 'Because I say so, it must be true' -- then you will suffer, then you will not grow. Whatsoever I say, listen to it, try to understand it, implement it in your life, see how it works, and then come to your own conclusions. They may be the same, they may not be. They can never be exactly the same because you have a different personality, a unique being. Whatsoever I am saying is my own. It is bound to be in deep ways rooted in me. You may come to similar conclusions, but they cannot be exactly the same. So my conclusions should not be made your conclusions. You should try to understand me, you should try to learn, but you should not collect knowledge from me, you should not collect conclusions from me. Then your mind-body will grow. "My message is not a doctrine, not a philosophy. My message is a certain alchemy, a science of transformation."

Phoenix

Every person all the events of life r there bcoz u have drawn them there.

a cloud does not know why it moves in just such direction and at such a speed . it feels an impulsion. this is the place to go now. ... But the sky know the reason and the patterns behind all clouds and u will know too, when u lift ur self high enough to see beyound horizon.

Chrestomathy

The life as it goes with ups and down lows and high. is just a state of mind or we r the what we r surrounded by external sources. r these exetranl sources are responsible for making us. do we have anything internal or core . or just alchemy of externals.

some times its good some time its bad but question remains why its me . but does it matter whether i get ans or not...
not sure ??? yeah.
or why to put queation is it necessary to put or just to accept as spectator.. so we r not part of this game sitting and watching...

Tumharey saath bhi to tanha tha... tum nahi samjhogey...........

Responsibility is not a game. It is one of the most authentic way of living - dangerous too.