Society

Society exists at the cost of the individual. It has existed that way up until now. The individual is not allowed total freedom to express himself. Through this suppression, society creates an image by which you can be exploited. For example, if individuals become totally expressive, there will not be any war in the world. It is impossible. But if you suppress the individual, then the suppressed energy is there and it can be used for violence. The whole of politics, and the whole history of man, depends on war. The whole society has been based on war, but war is possible only if the individual is not allowed to express himself. This suppressed energy has been used for many reasons, for many causes, for many purposes: for war, for politics, for exploitation. I am against all suppression. I am for natural growth. I am not against discipline; I am against suppression. Discipline is a creative thing. It is never against something; it is always for something. For example, Expression means that you must become more than natural. If you cannot become more than natural, then it is better to be natural than to be perverted. The whole culture that has existed all over the world is a perverted culture.

Credence

Since starting of my childhood i am observing pattern of event that has occurred in my life so for. These r the event that have made me and my life. These r things occurring again and again. Before discussing whether they have good or bad impact and what r these. Lets see these pattern and see the eventual outcome that i have gained from them. i am analysing them to think r they originating from my internal belief. and guess that these r from my internal belief. then why i am deny to accept then. Remember that ur actions r originated from ur belief. so if u want to change ur action change ur belief. (but many people r trying the opposite of it and they r not getting the result what they r expecting. for a short period of time they r succeeded in interrupting those actions but in long run they fails. as they still have the same belief) Bcoz in this life as u thinks so as u are. this statement is always true. slowly and slowly i have started to realise that it may be that some time i do not believe in what i say, but i am sure only i do things in what i believe. ok i was abt to discuss some pattern that i have identified in my life so for.
Suppose i have some objective to achieve and then many people will follow different approach to achieve them. but what i Will do is that i will start working towards that. i will do all possible things do that. my be i get a smell of victory and defeat kind of things. so i don't want to lose so i will do what ever i want to do to achieve those things, well with possible values and ethics.
Now while reaching near goal most of the time i find it not interesting enough. or my goal changes in between. why why ??? it happens once i was playing hockey. it happens with my relationship with any one or with my other goals . the possible reason i find out is that as people says that its not important how u do things but why u do. but why things start cribing when i reach at final stages. is it not that i had wasted so many sacrifices i did during that journey. Is it that for me journey is more important then destination and i am afraid that once i reach there i will not have any thing there. or the things i bargained during journey is telling me that goal is worth less. Or do i have the habit of putting the arm around some things whom i can not hold in in heart and eventually my internal belief stop me from doing that. is it true?? Why i was not been able to say no to that journey i took at first place. In life i know its true that some time u say know to ans of question when u want to say yes or vice versa. but the price u pay for that..no body knows. Is it not that experience u learn during that journey changes ur believe that goal itself don't have any importance at the end. why do u take journey if goal it self is not important.

Few days back i went through few books "Many life Many Masters" and "Messages form Masters" . i don't know what diff is it going to make if know something abt past life. Ur belief still remains the same. but awareness still helps u in changing u beliefs.