Saturday, July 31, 2010

Misguided Crowd...

Recently I saw couple of things that were misguided and completely out context. e.g. campaign run by media and social organization which involves public awareness, giving message to people and crowd. Now i am not going to reason whether they are going to be successful or not. They are still better then not doing however i have my own reservation about their effectiveness and how they are misguided and targeted to wrong people and place. even 1/10 of the same effort directed at right set of people would have eradicated the problem long back. Let look back some of thing done to fool public

  • Save Tiger: Save tiger run by various media  houses and agencies. NDTV is running this campaign by signing in malls, shopping complexes and displaying awareness ads in its channel. Now just think about the people who are  being targeted. People who watch NDTV 24X7, people who shop in the malls people who watch a English channel, people who resides in metros. Just think how many of people living in metros go and hunt tigers or they use or buy product made of tiger.  None! These people need not be be told about dwindling population of tigers. What difference its going to make to tigers, me grumbling while watching news about their decreasing population and sitting in bed room if i am not involve in any of the process either of saving or killing of tigers. Just a wishful thinking is going to save them right? Its different things that by by going to a shopping mall signing the campaign and wearing t-shirt I will feel different and satisfied by getting away of my responsibilities. The people who hunt them will be doing it right now in the remote area of west Bengal or any other tiger inhabitant. They are not watching NDTV for latest news, or shopping in any Metro city or malls. If these agencies are really committed to save tiger they should go to villages near tiger inhabitant or jungle and educate those people who hunt them, encroach them or kill them,   These agencies should fight for industrialization of forest area to preseve the forest. or they arrange money to equip forest rangers with latest equipment to fight with hunters. Tiger doesn't come in Bangalore or Delhi where Ineed to be aware about these things or my wishful thinking or signing campaign is not going to save them. Those who hunt them don't know how sign or write a word or watch NDTV for sure. they will continue doing so....
  • Organic food: This one of the biggest hype created and people are crazy about it. As per definition Organic food or vegetables means they are grown, processed and packaged using natural resources without using any chemical during whole food production cycle, no use of chemical food or pesticide. Lets see how far this is possible. and how organic word is misused. Let me go back to school days in10+2 when I studies organic and inorganic chemistry as subject. I as per definition  organic mean vital for life, means study of compound which were supposed to be vital for survival of human life or cells. Carbon(C) is found in every compound so its basically studies of compound based on carbon 'C' or contains C in structure while also consisting of other elements such as oxygen, hydrogen, nitrogen etc found in abundance in environment. The thing to note down is the organic word is not environment friendly always. If you say that if you are using organic material there is no guarantee you are doing good for environment e.g. burning coal, full of carbon a organic compund or using petrol or diesel in car, a organic material and end result of them is also a organic compound CO2, now responsible for global warming. What do we mean by organic or bio fuel. The same existing fuel is still organic and bio, made form tree after decomposition over million years. Lets talk about organic food, vegetables here, Urea (NH2)2CO which is root of all fertilizer in whole world is a organic compound and its used as fertilizing agent in soil, either produce in factory or naturally.  Now if you are using Urea for farming you can also say its organically produced and material used to grow was organic material that's what every farmer has been doing currently. So what is new in organically produced food. All fertilizer uses urea for nitrogen synthesis and it has been done since ages. If you didn't use any chemical even urea in growing particular food then how did u produce them. The natural fertilizing capacity of soil will go in 3-4 round of cultivation and u need to supply it through some sort of fertilizer. So organic producer must be changing their farming land after every 3-4 years.  You cant grow 500gm of tomato or 300gm of big potato naturally without fertilizers everytime. All corps produced require fertilizers whether u use Urea or any bio fertilizer. You cant produce bio fertilizer in 1 week it has to go through natural decomposition cycle to produce same urea. The point is about synthesis of urea naturally or artificially.  The only benefit are not using Urea is the impact of factory on environment where Urea is synthesized or produced. How much??. Second thing is about using other chemical like pesticide etc which is hardly or only used  by farmers in India when there is seasonal disease or attack by insect. Now those who claim that they don't use any chemical how will deal with such situation? Must be putting insect net or putting sign board warning insect not come in field.   Also if you are not using any type of as fertilizer in your cultivation then you must be extremely poor farmer of India using old technique and you don't know anything about farming, suicide is only things left for you. All corps fruits produced are organic food since ages as there is no such things as Inorganic food, vegetables or cultivation. All food are organic chemically. Why to make noise about it. If we really want to help environment we need to start eating everything raw and naturally thus saving energy from cooking, preserving food or processing food.
  • Green technology: Now a days every new product claims to be developed using green technology. What it means when something is created using green technology. e.g.  so and so product are made by using green technology. so what is big deal about it. Basically Green technology means developing or producing something with use of minimum natural resources, produce using reusable, recycled inputs. I am not sure how its different as every waste or raw material is recycled an some what ways and consumed in way by a interlinked entity in the production chain some time the impact is more sometime impact is less. If some one says that this tube light is made using green technology what to understand? If a particular TV is made using Green technology i don't know what that means? Were tree, branches or grass were used  to made that bulb or TV. May be they are now using less input material or may be they are consuming less power, but thats realive term. May be they are recycled more, but then its part of evolution and advances, suddenly how things become green. If we have been able to develop a smarter chip with less space and less power consumption how suddenly it become a green technology. did not same process or input material were used may be bit less amount or different way. How things become environment friendly. Consuming less from nature only slows the depletion of resources. It doesn't make nature friendly. slapping someone 5 times instead of 10 times doesn't make make me friendly with that person. People say green technology is environment friendly and less toxic and less damage to environment, Good but till when.. unless someone comes with new research and finding and shows some new facts about damaging environment... past science advances are full of such example.. till then enjoy green technology. 

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

All I want...

Is it too much to ask?
Does it seems to be a difficult task?
Day after day laying numb and cold
All I want is a hand to hold


Is It too late?
This is what written in my fate
How much harder should I try?
All I want is someone for die


Am I getting blind?
No one whom I call kind
Why world is full of pain
All I want is dance in rain


Am I fading fast?
Have I spent my prime past?
Should i call life unfair
All I want is someone to care


Am I difficult guy?
Is it time to say goodbye?
Any reason why I can't fly
All I want is to lost in her eyes


Am I growing old?
Unable to understand what is told
Is it a sign of a my end?
All I want is to become her friend


Is it too much of concern?
How long I will suffer burn?
Can I heal it any better?
All I want is to walk together


Do I lack any responsibility?
Why my hands are empty?
This what my ulimate test
All I want is a shoulder to rest


Is this a reason to be upset?
When there is evening sunset
Is there no more beauty and charm
All I want is to take her in my arms


Is it my so called greed
Why my prayer lack heed
So many thing in life I missed
All I want is someone to kiss


Is it my ultimate bane?
Why no one is to share my pain?
I need a perfect doctor
All I want is a life partner


© Rakesh Kumar July 2009

Sunday, July 25, 2010

जो लोग सागर किनारे चल रहे हैं
वो भी डूबते सूरज के पास जाना चाहते हैं...
जिन पथरों को तुम कुचल रहे हो
उनमे भी देवता बने की चाह है...
वो बरसात की बुँदे भी मोती बन सकती थी
अगर सीप के अंदर जाती...
सुन कर देखना, उस आवाज में भी दर्द होता है
जो पतझड़ के सूखे पत्तों पर तुम्हारे चलने से होती है
आज जिन ताजमहल के चिकने पत्थरों को देख कर तुम खुश हो रहे हो
कभी उन को तराशने वालों हाथों के खुरदरेपन, दर्द को कभी महशुस किया है
पुरखों के पदचिन्ह पर चलने की आदत तो है
पर कभी हस्तचिन्हों को देखकर चलने की भी कोशिश की है
इतिहास को पढने की आदत तो है पर
कभी उन तारीखों को भी याद रखने की कोशिश की है
उडने के लिए पंख तो सभी को मिल जायेंगे
पर आसमान सभी परिंदों को नहीं हासिल हुआ है
ऊँचे सपने देखने की चाह तो है पर 
अपने पैरों के आगे की जमीन को भूल गये हो  
आईने को देख कर डरते हो लेकिन मेरे दास्ताँ सुनने की उम्मीद रखते हो
समुन्दर के खारेपन का एहसास तो है लेकिन अपने आंसुओं का स्वाद भूल गए हो...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I am not hard to find..

When one day you change your mind
And want your life to rewind
You know I am not hard to find

When everyone have left you far behind
You are Unable to find a path defined
You know I am not hard to find

When your legs are tired to walk your miles
You want someone for a shoulder ride
You know I am not hard to find

When your life has nothing worthwhile
You have lost all reasons to simile
You know I am not hard to find

 
When things for you are difficult to cope
You don't have any ray of hope
You know I am not hard to find

When there is a lightening strike
Nothing for you seems to alright
You know I am not hard to find

When you lose your beauty and charm
Become a shadow of your prime past
You know I am not hard to find

When your pleasure and laughter are gone
You need a shoulder to cry on
You know i am not hard to find

Just look back in time
I am not hard to find

© Rakesh Kumar July 2009

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Parodies

I have written many parodies based on popular songs. Here is two latest one from 3 idiots movie.
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This song represnt mental condition and wish of a software devloper working on maintenance project.

सारी समय हम bug fix करते ही रह
अब तो एक module हमे develop करने दो

ना ना ना ना

Give me something to design
Give me something to architect
Give me a new module
I want to develop from scratch

ना ना ना ना

कितनी रात हमने debugging में बिताया
कॉपी पेस्ट करना तो हमे लीड ने सिखाया
टाइम पर bug फिक्स किया किया तो bonus
नहीं तो next morning मेनेजर की खुन्नस

Give me something to design
Give me something to architect
Give me a new module
I want to develop from scratch

ना ना ना ना ना ना

गूगल कर कर के हमने bug fixing है किया
testing कर के सारा रिलीज़ है किया
अब तो ये sprint ख़तम भी हो गया

अब तो हमे डिजाईन करने दो

ना ना ना ना ना

Give me something to design
Give me something to architect
Give me a new module
I want to develop from scratch


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This song represent wishes of  a software engineer who wants to beocme a manager..


सारी समय हम कोडिंग करते ही रहे
अब तो हमे मेनेजर बनने दो

ना ना ना ना
Give me some more responsibilities
Give me another role
Give me a promotion
I want to become a मेनेजर

कितनी रात हमने coding करने में बिताया
debug करना कितनो को सिखाया
हर बार रिलीज़ टाइम पर है किया
हर stakeholder को खुश है किया

Give me some more responsibilities
Give me another role
Give me a promotion
I want to become a मेनेजर

ना ना ना ना ना ना
Excel use का ट्रेनिंग है लिया
मेल लिखने का स्टाइल भी है मेरा
कभी किसी से कोई पंगा ना लिया
हर बार apraisal में good rating भी मिला

अब तो मुझे मेनेजर बनने दो

ना ना ना ना ना

Give me some more responsibilities
Give me another role
Give me a promotion
I want to become a मेनेजर

Sunday, July 11, 2010

एक हंसी...

जाने क्यों अतीत के परिंदे फिर से फड़फड़ाने लगे,
आज जब बरसों बाद देखी उसकी तस्वीर फेसबुक पर
बहुत पहले ही मैं उन परिंदों के पर काट चुका था
आज भी उसके चेहरे पर वही सुन्दरता झलक रही थी
हाँ वही थी वो, आज हँसते हुए, मुस्कराते हुए
उसी हंसी के साथ जो कभी खोजने की कोशिश की थी मैंने
हाँ बहुत कुछ देने का वादा भी किया था उसने
सिवाए एक हंसी के, जो वो मुझे कभी नहीं दे पाई
कुछ आंसु जो उसने मेरे पहलु पर टपकाए थे
आज भी गीलेपन का अहसास होता है उन आंशुओं से
सोचता था एक दिन मैं उनको मिटा दूंगा, सुखा दूंगा
भूल गया था की कब का थक चुका था उनको सुखाते, सुखाते
कभी सोचा था शायद एक बार वो मुस्कराएगी मेरे लिए
एक वो मुस्कराहट जो मैं खोजता रहा था उसमे
और कुछ भी तो नहीं माँगा था मैंने उससे, कुछ नहीं
सिवाय एक हंसी के, जिसका मैने बहुत इन्तजार किया
जिसको पाने के लिए मैने क्या, क्या नहीं किया
रेत मे भटकते उस प्यासे हिरन की तरह
दिन, रात मैं खोजता रहा था जिनको
हाँ, आज मैने देखा वही मुस्कराहट, वही हंसी
पर वो मेरे लिए नहीं था, किसी और के लिए था
बहुत पहले वो किसी और की हो चुकी थी
आज मैं खुश हूँ उसको हँसते हुए देख कर
पर थोडा दुखी भी हूँ इस कमी के एहसास से
उसकी मुस्कराहट को पा न सकने से ख्याल से नहीं
बल्कि जिंदगी में किसी को एक मुस्कराहट न दे सकने के कमी से

Sunday, July 04, 2010

Wish...

A triumph turned into lost
A big silence or break on thoughts

No one is near who cares
I cried bucket of silent tears

I don't care if I need to eat
So strong and yet so weak

Day after after day I am turning to bad
some time angry and some time sad

I had enough and can't take any more
Spend whole day inside closed door

Wasted effort in trying to prove
Day by day more ahead I move

Don't want to live a life lavish
In a restaurant eating exotic dish

This is not the life which I wish
Give me a lover whom I love and kiss

Copyrights Rakesh Kumar july 2010

May be..

May be I will lack a courage to be bold
May be I wont find a hand to hold

May be I will not find a reason to cry
May be I will not find a smile to die

May be no one will ever share my meal
May be my pains will never heal

May be my night will be without sleep
May be I will lack tears when I weep

May be I will never have words to speak
May be I will be labeled as weak

May be my path will be full of stones
May be I will be always walking alone

May be no one will treat me gently
May be my path will always be lonely

How impossible it might seems
I will never compromise on my dreams.


Copyrights Rakesh Kumar July 2010

This is a Sunday evening. I didn't do much whole day, went out for some time and came back. I thought of creating something new, something exciting write some new words with new meaning to things. I am trying since last half and hour and unable to do so. There is as strange feeling of incompleteness and feeling of lackness. so many things are coming and going inside my mind. Its very difficult to concentrate right now. Last couple of month have been a kind of roller coaster ride emotionally and day by day i realized i am becoming more insensitive to emotions. so many things to be done and I ended up doing nothing. I thin layer of stillness, disenchantment is covering me and its becoming thicker day by day. A sense of dying sensitiveness, a lack of spark which I can only feel. It may be just a small phase or just a thing in my mind but why?